Hi,dear, after a day's work you want a rest. But you can not fall asleep yet. You are young, some say you are talented. But deep in your heart you are not confident enough of that. You are doing a job that at first does not belong to you. In order to get it,some people have helped you. So, you are ashamed of that. I am asking you to forget all about it and be happy and laugh out right. Love you.